But such is the human condition.
On one hand there is great danger that if you seek light, you will seek the wrong kind of light. You will just seek darkness, disguised as light.
On the other hand, there is the equally dark option of not seeking at all.
Between these two possibilities, I seek the possibility of seeking the Light, with all it’s associated dangers.
Isn’t it better to die fighting in the battle, than not fight at all?