Gatay, Gatay, Paragatay…
You need to have both – a determination to defeat yourself, and devotion to be with the lovers of Truth.
And both these things take time, because you are firmly convinced that you are a product of time.
Not that time is a necessity in the process. It’s just that you have declared yourself at a position, that makes time a necessity.
If we are in sorrow, we would always have an excuse to offer.
Rare is the one who admits, that his sorrow is his own doing.
And this rare one, is the spiritually initiated one.
So it is not really happiness that is to be found through self-knowledge.
In fact, self-knowledge often is a danger to happiness.
Self-knowledge dissolves both happiness and sadness, and you are left with nothing, but a naked and silent Joy.
Once you make a choice, plunge fully into it.
Commit yourself completely.
And then, only then, if your choice is misplaced, you will come to know that you need to change something.
You cannot become aware. Awareness is not something that you can achieve or becomes or reach. It is. Even in the moment of your death, you